I miss Adam.  LIKE CRAZY.  At first, the distance thing wasn't so bad...it was kinda like just being really excited to see a friend you hadn't seen in a few days.  Now, its really starting to suck because I haven't even talked to him in a few days, and I don't know whats going on with him and he doesn't know whats going on with me.  I hate the distance, and its almost enough to make me switch schools to be back at home with him.  Life would be easier if he were there.

 

However, I am realistic, and I know that if I switch schools for a boy, that is the utmost in being a wimp.  But, I can't decide if its more important for me to be with him and be able to be super duper secure in our relationship, or be far apart and do some growing up on my own and just have the infrequent visits from Adam.  Life is tough.